Been doing this thing where I surround myself with people constantly so that I don’t have to deal with my own emotions.
Which sucks when you’re sitting in your living room and realize… Damn. I have to figure this out. I can’t stay like this or I’ll kill myself.
So where do I even begin figuring myself out? Why I’m sad. Why I’m angry. Why I’m melancholy. Why I don’t answer the phone or reply to messages. Why I choose to sleep instead of get up and do anything…
I need to get out of this. Where do I start?
i love you.
you’re my forever soul sister.
*hug*
Sometimes it’s ok to do that, to only let yourself be alone for short amounts of time. When you’re processing something big, it’s ok to only do it in short bursts, if that’s all you’re up to.
I do that sometimes.
Distracting myself with other things reminds me that life is bigger than whatever rough time I’m going through at the moment.
It’s a tactic that works for me sometimes, and never question things that work.
But if you need to fall apart, or talk, or set it aside for a little longer until the pain is a little less raw, I’m here for you, kid.