I’ve Never been an Understatement.

I’ve never been one to understate anything. I suck at being coy and flirtatious and playing “hard to get.”

 

I’m the kind of person where if I like you, you know it. If I don’t, you know it too.

 

Tonight I opened my heart in the biggest way I have in a long time. While nothing came of it and I feel horrible I can really only hope for something else to happen. For the bigger picture to develop and clarify and be photoshopped a little.

My problem really isn’t that though, it’s the fact that there’s no good reason for this not to work. The what ifs and I’m not readies are nicer versions of either “I’m scared” or “I don’t want this.”

He told me not to wait.